Perhaps I am wasting my time, but writing makes me feel better. I suppose that the reason for this may be because it is an outlet for me. Lately I've felt very hemmed in by my circumstances, so writing things down here is one simple way to let out some steam or whatnot.
I've had a lot going through my mind and I really feel like I need multiple different outlets right now because I'm thinking about multiple different things simultaneously. I'd make short videos about random things except that my computer decided to stop working properly. And even if it was working properly, my video editing software likes to censor me by deciding what footage it likes and damaging the files it doesn't, lol. Anything showing bees pollinating flowers is evidently not allowed.
So since I can't do the video thing, I can try writing a book one page at a time. I'd need to write it by hand though, since my computer is out of commission (I'm at the library right now). A computer would be extremely helpful for saving and editing and sharing what I write. I guess for now I'll just continue to write down little notes in my notebook.
Really, what I need is a job that will allow me to learn and innovate. I would love to work at any sort of science-y place, heck, I'd even "volunteer" for a very low wage. I find pretty much anything scientific to be of utmost fascination. I'll "volunteer" for long hours and low wages in order to continue learning and making discoveries. Unfortunately, our current system disallows low wage training jobs. "They" want you to be forced to go to college in order to get training because evidently on-the-job training is fictitious? If you don't have the money to go to college, you are forced to rely on the state to send you there. In this manner, you have become and indentured servant to the state in order to eek out a meager living.
Really, I wouldn't mind going to school to learn in place of getting a job, but what I don't like is the job uncertainty. I could spend thousands on tuition costs only to be unemployed after I graduate. who wants that?
I've had a lot going through my mind and I really feel like I need multiple different outlets right now because I'm thinking about multiple different things simultaneously. I'd make short videos about random things except that my computer decided to stop working properly. And even if it was working properly, my video editing software likes to censor me by deciding what footage it likes and damaging the files it doesn't, lol. Anything showing bees pollinating flowers is evidently not allowed.
So since I can't do the video thing, I can try writing a book one page at a time. I'd need to write it by hand though, since my computer is out of commission (I'm at the library right now). A computer would be extremely helpful for saving and editing and sharing what I write. I guess for now I'll just continue to write down little notes in my notebook.
Really, what I need is a job that will allow me to learn and innovate. I would love to work at any sort of science-y place, heck, I'd even "volunteer" for a very low wage. I find pretty much anything scientific to be of utmost fascination. I'll "volunteer" for long hours and low wages in order to continue learning and making discoveries. Unfortunately, our current system disallows low wage training jobs. "They" want you to be forced to go to college in order to get training because evidently on-the-job training is fictitious? If you don't have the money to go to college, you are forced to rely on the state to send you there. In this manner, you have become and indentured servant to the state in order to eek out a meager living.
Really, I wouldn't mind going to school to learn in place of getting a job, but what I don't like is the job uncertainty. I could spend thousands on tuition costs only to be unemployed after I graduate. who wants that?
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